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As We Understood Him

In, and out. My breath, it goes. Ebb and flow. What gOD gives me, to see, and believe I cant understand if he wants me, to be a man Of sorts? In, and out. I live... I know But where do I belong, if at all, beneath this sun Its infernal yellow warmth Like my creators breath, on my flesh Giving birth to the animal within I rage as a beast, to see the end. Of all the things I dont want to know Soft feathers, of a flying gryphon I see gOD's beauty, of all things in me Do not betray a sacred fantasy Is it not obscene to know I cannot control, him That I cant

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Crackednails in my flesh dragging down my face.
i could tear of this mask and show you. im nothing without the glass. so dont spread my cracks. little fractures in the porcelain.
I'm just a doll, perhaps a li'l lonely.
I'm just a doll, without my blood, i taste nothing The scars...They can't heal. They let me feel, let me know, I am... Something, anything, not even a man. Just a broken figure on the workshop bench Was I worn out, or left like that to begin with? Cracked
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Desirei want you to suck me in trapped inside your little world.
mine is falling apart,
wont you shares yours?
I need to find a place to hide can I join your reality?
i want you to suck me in
obsession compulsion submission abuse Me, please? I don't want to be me anymore... Make me your little girl. Your tainted whore. I could be anything you want Just ask and you shall recieve If you wont have me
You will never be had Dominate, me...please I want to be your everything Worship Bow Scream Tear Hu Desire
by ~The-Fetal-Christ

SLUTI, think I... This is what I really feel This dirt, gOD Why do I do this, to me Just a taste, a lick A bite, a touch What I need to sate I am, I am, I Oh gOD, why do I do this to me. Cause I'm just a boy No more than what you see. I wish I could, but I can't Fill the shoes of the big man And his gun I am, I am, I am, I ..think I fucking love you I am, I am, Iam, I The boy you see. Just a taste, a lick A bite, a touch One more fu... Is it ME?! SLUT
by ~The-Fetal-Christ

Assholeim singing this song im singing it for you im crying this song but I wont shed a fucking tear for you I'm bleeding this song not a cut is for you I'm dying in this song and it is all for you I hope you hear my sirens call I want to crash you on my grave Side by side, we will fall Together forever, you cannot leave me Not this time Wont you stay with me forever.
PLease dont leave me! Just hold on tight, I swear The bleeding will stop soon Does it hurt I didn't mean to I'm so sorry Don't ever leave me again Side by side Asshole
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Go for a swim?

Fri Mar 5, 2004, 1:26 AM

It seems like a good night to leap from a cliff... Maybe even go for a swim, or shoot craps. I'm not in such a shitty mood tonight, but what are yuh gonna do right?!? Well, I'm feeling better cause I realize how much my friends really care. And my family. My mom started crying when she talked about me leaving, like I was her litle baby boy. At first I wanted to tell her to get the fuck over it, but not even I am that heartless. So I gave her a hug and offered her a smoke. Well, this just proves I'm not completely despised by all things carbon based.

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~kytti Jun 6, 2004, 9:15:52 AM

i enjoyed talking to you the other day

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~pessimisticoptimism May 25, 2004, 5:02:57 AM

I hope you're alright. I really do.

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~MiddleNameBass Mar 13, 2004, 5:56:06 PM

Hey Alex, I Miss You... A lot... Update on here sometime ok? i want to hear from you... or email me... MiddleNameBass@comcast.net
I Love You

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~MiddleNameBass Mar 7, 2004, 8:36:57 PM

hey man, you know i love you, but shit has hit the fan

up here, your mom went nutzoid and called the cops,

she sent them to don's house, and don might be going to jail now

don and drew sang like canary's about where you said you were going, and your mom said that we condemned you to death

because you were gonna overdose on crack and die. anyway, i have to get to bed, i have said two goodbyes (almost three) and one hello man i am emotionally and physcially drained